I have been somewhat silent about a smart goal that I have really been struggling with. Tonight I just want to get it out….who knows who may read this and have some great mastermind help. Or who knows, it may BE the mastermind help that someone else needs. So here it goes. I have a smart goal regarding network marketing. It basically says that I am going to get this much money each month in return for building people in network marketing and I feel great contentment seeing peoples lives enhanced. Below is the struggle bulleted out:
- I feel great peace and enthusiasm and sometimes adrenaline when I read my DMP………until I get to that smart goal. I never feel that one the same as I do the others. Do I keep it and wait for the feeling to come. I have put fake feeling to it but there is a sense that it is not deep from my heart like the other things that will help me get to my ppn’s.
- Is my old blueprint playing games with me making me want to change this smart goal because it is the one that makes me more uncomfortable than the others. Because my old BP doesn’t like to call people, or talk to strangers, etc??? Shoot, my other smart goals should actually be scarier than this one as they are much bigger and grander.
- Is my new blueprint telling me to let it go because it is not truly going to satisfy my PPN’s??? Is that why I don’t feel it like the other ones???
- I am scared to be a quitter and “train” my subby that I don’t finish what I started if I did decide to change this smart goal??
I don’t know, I am a bit confused on this one. I am still thinking positive about it, leaving it in the DMP, and sitting on it like I have for weeks now. Just something happened and I am not feeling this one like I thought I was going to. Even though this process has really helped me to fully believe that I can be a great success at the network marketing way. That’s not the issue, it is just seeming to not be part of what I REALLY want…….MAYBE. 🙂